let it enfold you....

today sucked....
* i had to wake up at frekaign 6 in the morning and go to some gay dog show with my parents ahhhhh i hate there freaking dogs!
*Then to make my day even sucker i had to spend it with my family who i really cant stand except my aunt she rocks my world.... even tho she is 50
* I swear i was adopted im the only normal person if my family and thats not saying much at all.....yeahhh

Im such a hypocrite i always make fun of people who spill there bullshit onlie to random people and yes know i am too out of pure bordem...... So here is an update on my life if you care to read

The first half of my summer was alright but for the most part i was depressed due to certain people and events. But anywho i have to best/worst job ever i hate my boss and the people that are at this place with a passion i hope they all die but i met my best friend Sara PAske ooo do i love her she is sooo uber super sweet (my new word) and we are basically insepertable(sp?) Soo i guess form about the beginging of July my summer has totaly rocked. I've met some awsome people who have changed my life and also found out how big of assholes some are. I've seen the true colors of people i thought i considered my friends and i really dislike them im soo much maturer thanks to them and i hope i am not like them in anyway. Basically i have a huge hate for most guys that were in my life but there are a few that i will always hold close to my heart. I now have a huge hate for drugs and not really into the whole alochol after my friend like almost dieing from it was a very good lesson for me. Sara, Me and Donny were in a wreck i dont remember any of it except being loaded into an ambulance and the song we were lisening to for some odd reason... Burried a Lie but on a happier note i met this awsome kidd named Ben hes a huge loser but i love him anyways (not really) haha thats who ive been speding most of my free time with. Autumn and I went through with are palns on playing soccer even tho everyone makes fun of us because "were not the soccer type" that whole sterotype is such bullshit!!! People can judge me by the clothes i wear ...go ahead but your gonna be wrong. I ended up going to Cleveland's Warped Tour with Sara, Ben, Luke and Marcus it was truely amazing and Luke saved my life a million times i cant thank him enough for it! I got malested and hit on a few times but it was cool haha

Well my fingers are tired an i feel like a true loser after this.....